I made it through the week!  I made it through the week!  I was observed yesterday by a consultant.  I’m trying to remain optimistic because I think she has a lot she can teach me, but I’m so tired of being observed.  I’m tired of wondering what I’m doing wrong, or what I’m going to accidentally do.  It doesn’t matter if I have a phenomenal day with the most amazing outcomes.  I’m still going to wonder. Also, what’s really hard to believe is when someone says, “this is just between you and me” or “this is no way evaluative”.  Well that’s just stupid, because while it might not be used on my evaluations, of course it’s evaluative.  I understand the difference, but I get frustrated with the language.